Tch... wouldn't say that much. I've made too many fuckups for that. [She looks away.] Got in a situation where I had to kill my girlfriend not long before our whole deal, and I nearly quit the Knight Sabers, my band, everything just to rot away feeling sorry for myself. Then got someone else killed who some asshole was using to try and get to me, because she wanted revenge for Sylvie. Same asshole, by the way, who somehow just came back to life again, like dropping him down a canyon and incinerating him with an orbital laser last time wasn't enough. We just dealt with that, not that I expect it to last at this rate.